Because

IM IN LOVE, BAYBEE.

Yes.
You heard me right.
This once broken-hearted young man is finally over his ex and moved on.
I thought moving on would take a lot longer...But in the end, I finally found someone new.

Though she doesnt know how I feel...YET.
Im really tempted to tell her how I feel. :)
But fear, the common aspect holding most humans back...lingers in my mind. Little by little though, Im trying to gather my confidence to confess and ask her out.

Who is she, you ask?

As Ive told almost everyone else. She has gorgeous eyes, a smile that makes me melt and a voice that makes me weak in the knees. :D

And her personality? Though I have yet to fully know her since Ive only known her for...6 days, at most. Yes. In a short amount of time, I fell for her. Pretty hard.

Anyways, her personality! It's...I cant really describe it...But from what I can say, she's radiant, fun-loving and reaaaaally fun. I suck at describing personalities. HAHAHA.

Now that Ive gotten that out of my system...

Work is...again...hectic. Im really tired. >__<

Ive decided to quit at the end of March.
Well...that or end of April. I dont think I can last that long.

And apparently, I have zits now! D:

I blame lack of sleep and my beret. It probably soaked the oil from my forehead. =="

ANYWAY, I. AM. FREAKING. HAPPY.

HAHAHAHA.

I laughed a lot today. All because of the misfortune of a person. Yes. It's mean and unlike me...But if you knew the situation you'd understand why I acted that way.

I am NOT, I repeat, I am NOT a spiteful person by nature. However, only something that makes a large impact upon my heart and soul, expect a change in personality.

I am childish.
I am never serious.
I am playful.
I can be lazy.
I can be hardworking.
I am fun-loving.
I have a short temper.
I have limits to my anger.

I am many things.

I am but a person.

However, I am my own person.

And as such, I change with every experience.

Whether small or large...

A bit of me dies and a new piece awakens to change me.

I am Abdul Hafeez bin Khairul Nizam.

And I sometimes feel so lost that I dont know who I really am.

But at the end of the day, I am me.

I bid you adieu till the next time we meet.